Times change

I used to blog almost every week back then when I'm still using friendster's blogs. I used to blog about every single minute detail of my life, from the guy I liked, my problems, my fears.. my life is basicly examined under the microscope of those who read my blog, which I think was just a handful of readers.

Somehow nowadays I can't seem to blog as before, maybe I just don't know how to start blogging, or I don't know what to write, or because I'm not in a problematic state as I used to be. For your information, I usually blog when I have a clouded mind, when I'm having problems, and especially to inform to my friends indirectly of my problem (well blog doesn't require credit unlike calling on handphones, you don't have to use your energy to explain every single thing, and blogs can be assessed at any time convenient to the reader). Maybe I've learnt to let go of my problems better, or maybe I've became a more carefree person, and learnt that life is not all about ME ME ME. :)

I miss the days where I spent hours reading blogs of others, and planning what to write in my blog and I would look forward to writing another entry for my blog everytime I get on the net. Maybe now I have less time to spent on the net, and maybe I have bigger things on my mind besides blogs like how to finish my research, and be happy with the outcome of the research.

Hehe. How life changes your perspective on what's important for the moment.

I had a chance to go to Melaka wif my hommies Bakyah and Seb yesterday, it was fun. Somehow it reminded me of my life back then in high school where we had loads of fun, and how care free we were, only thinking of having a blast of a time, and planning our next escape plan to spend our time.. studying was the last thing on our mind, unlike now. We've grown up, we've learn how to adapt to the hectic schedule, and we've grown old. Yes, we've grown OLD.

It's actually scary to realise how much responsibility is laid in our hands once we reach the age.

By the way when I was in Melaka, I met a fellow KMPhian, Chip, who was from my very own lecture group. Hehe. It was just great to meet people we know after leaving matriculation for almost 2 years now.

Basicly, I just miss the good ol' days where the only thing I need to think of was where to spend my time. Somehow now I'm planning how to save time from being spent. How times have changed. :)

half way through research

well it's almost one month ever since the research project started. And there's more downs than ups for my group, thank God our supervisor finally has been super understanding towards our problems. Too bad, our group is down with numerous health issues... tonsillitis, fever, flu, sore throats, eye infections.. u name it.. but thank God we got it all together.. especially for this special week where we can watch Pirates of the Carribean 3.. woo hoo!!!!

but that would be after 3 days of hard work, and lotsa patience :)

and maybe we could treat ourselves to a sumptous slice of secret recipe cake too :D

i'm back!!

finally after 6 weeks of holidays, and almost 3 weeks of research going on, i am finally blogging again. Hehe. Actually there's a lot to write about, basicly about what i've been doing during the 6 weeks of holidays and what happen through out the 3 weeks (and counting) of research.

6 weeks of holidays, I've helped around with a cancer screening programme in UPM, I watched movies, spent lotsa money, gained weight, gone back to Kuching for almost 2 weeks and my holidays come to an abrupt stop when i came back to KL and my group and I rushed to finish our proposal. Btw, our group changed our proposal title nearly 6 times. Hehe.. how's that???

Nevermind, as our supervisor said, it's part and parcel of doing a research. At the same time, my group and I have been going around watching movies and eating out at places sambil buat questionnaire and additional literature review.. muahaha.. in the name of work?? or leisure???

wat eva la.. I'm just glad there's no assessment every week like before.. :P