For better or for worse

My friends and I went to one of the medical wards in the hospital. We saw this patient who was transferred from a different ward into that ward.

My friend, H, who is a Chinese proceeded to read his case notes. Thing is, we saw this patient before in our very own ward, (we went to a different ward this time), and he seemed really thin and sick. This time around he seemed a bit fleshier. But still drowsy.

Then this patient who is also Chinese talked to H in Cantonese.

He replied. Upon the second question, my friend's face changed, he muttered something under his breath and he brought us out of the ward.

Without further ado, he explained, "That uncle asked me what is his illness. Then I said to ask the doctors. Then he told me, 'Just give me an injection. Let me die'. I just answer some rubbish statement, because I didn't know what to say"

I was speechless.

Turn Tables Around

I was in an elevator one day, in Gardens, and I was late to meet up with my friends. After an almost 30minutes search for a parking space, I was already pissed off, and I was very irritable. Finally I found a parking slot at the roof area, and I made way to the elevator and met a young, Indian gentleman. I let him enter the elevator first, as I wanted to check out my appearance before meeting my friends, so I decided to wait for the next elevator.

I got into an empty one. As the elevators in Gardens were all clad with mirrors, I was able to check out my reflection, and I was straightening out my hair, and reapplying lip gloss. Suddenly the elevator door opened, and there was the young Indian gentleman again. At that point I was thinking, should I stop what I was doing, and just pretend he didn't see me being vain? Instead, at a split second, I decided to just continue straightening out my hair and check out my reflection. Because I thought, since he already saw me being vain, why bother trying to correct his impression of me??

So this gentleman went into the elevator, and after like a few minutes of silence, and me still checking out my reflection, he said "Cukup-cukupla tu, dah cantik dah." In which I just laughed. So much for trying to cover my vanity :P He kept the conversation going by asking whether I was meeting my boyfriend, what will I be doing, what movie I was watching bla bla bla. As we started engaging in the conversation, the elevator stopped at the floor I was supposed to go, so I went off and said goodbye.

I guess if I actually stopped what I was doing, it would make the situation a lot more uncomfortable rather than what actually happened. :P

Another one got hitched!!

Congratulations to our friend Khairil Izuan Roselan, who had just got hitched today :)

Wedding crashing has never been more fun :D Hehe~

I had a long day today, my class was from 8.30am up to 5pm, back to back. I was practically running from one class to another, as one was held in the GS while the other in the wards in HKL. Yup, that's basically my workout for the day before I pig my way out while eating dinner. :P

After that long day, me and the roomate decided to eat something nice and made our way to KLCC.

Suddenly I met a familiar face, who amazingly recognized me as well. He was my practicum mate back then in KMPh, we never were close, I know his name and he knows mine (hopefully), so I went over and said 'Hye'.

He smiled and we made small talk, asking about where we are currently. Apparantly he was still studying, and he is a medical student too! But in Russia though. Even more things to talk about. Hehe~

Thing is, he had always been good looking, fair and all (why la all those dudes from the Kelantan and Terengganu are mostly good looking :P ), but what made me still smile right now is his scent. Being so close to him while talking to him made me realize he smells good!!! I feel like a stalker just mentioning that. HUHUHUHUHU!

Well, we exchanged phone numbers (but obviously I'm not going to do anything about it because he was out with a girl.. friend I think), but I was glad I met him. I mean, leh 'cuci mata' sikit after just being able to watch sick people in the hospital. :P


I was still smiling while I was eating, and I ate something I've been waiting for since like.... forever?? Hehe. But I haven't been eating the meal for quite sometime, and just being able to eat it, and remember how I fell in love with the taste in my mouth again, was like, how do I put it in better words, "orgasmic". :P


Just give me a good looking guy pleasant looking guy, who smells good (the musky aftershave or whatever scent that Sean John made into his perfume) and can speak fluent english, and a meal which I like, and I'll be on my best behaviour, and you can ask me to help out with anything, I am sure to do whatever almost anything you want. :)

It's been too long

Almost 5 years ago.

Yesterday :)

p/s : To those who made it happen, saya sayang kamu :D

That fine line

There is a fine line between what we want and what we need. Sadly, often the temptation to get what we want is far greater then what we need, especially if we don't have any financial, emotional or physical setbacks.

Getting things that we need gives us a satisfaction, knowing that everytime we need it, the thing is already there.

But getting things that we want.. indulging ourselves, listening to the little voice in our head shouting out "Get that damn thing already, you know you want it!" over and over again, and actually doing it, that brings satisfaction to a whole new level.

Almost like having a piece of heaven, a very small piece of it, but still, a piece of heaven indeed.