That's the problem. I've always been talking about how people should not give hope to other people if they knew that the relationship was not meant to be, or would never ever happen.
And here I am, doing the same thing.
I thought there was something going on.
But now, I'm so going to break someone's heart.
Just like how people have done to me before this.
I know how much it hurts.
Convincing yourself that you are okay is the worst thing in the world when you are constantly thinking about that one person, wanting to know their where abouts, what they are doing, and what they are thinking about for that moment.
And you lose the battle to yourself, when you know from the start it is not going to work out, but you go ahead with the so-called plan anyway, thinking that things are going to change. And every bit of miracle that happens along the way makes you think that it's a sign from God that you should be together, but your heart tells you better. But you ignore the feeling until reality hits you right in the face, and you lose the battle to yourself, twice.
I'm so mean. :(