waa scary. been procastinating so well that now I feel that I have to finish so much in so little time.
The whole '4 weekend 3 day holiday' thing that has been going on for almost 3 weeks now is so unproductive for my studies. I spent none of the weekends studying. *macamla weekdays study betul2 pon* sheesh. 4 months more nak exam and this is how I behave.
tak yah ar nak sibuk2 cerita pasal all the emotional - im single everyone is getting married, people are getting hooked up, my ex-es are moving on bla3x.. im sure can read about all that shit in other people's blogs as well.
tak yah gak sibuk2 cerita pasal chasing my career as well, case writeup first pon tak carik lagi, career hapa nyer??
tak yah sibuk2 cakap pasal nak dapatkan body yang paling mantap skalik sbb skrang asyik emo, makan lebih2, exercise pon kurang, member2 banyak free.. jumpe member = makan sedap, makan sedap = gain weight, bagus sgt ar tu!!
mcm2 la kite ni tak puas hati ngan hidup kite, padahal bile kite tengok orang lain kat hospital tu, struggling just to breathe, or struggling just to be able to walk, ada kurang limbs sana sini, atau some people who are far shorter than average or far taller than average.. sume orang pon tak puas hati dgn macam2 aspect hidup diorang, makes us wonder, sampai bile baru nak terbukak mata ni nak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada??
memang la bagus niat nak memperbaiki diri, nak hidup yang lebih baik dari sekarang, tapi kalo keje asyik complain je pasal hidup skrang ni, susah gak la nak cakap apa.
k ar, post dah melalut, konon nak study sambil dgr lagu kat laptop, tapi end up update blog lak. haish. attention deficit disorder ke??
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