I just feel like crying. And no amount of words of support from my friends can stop me from feeling this way. I hate feeling vulnerable. Just expressing this out in this blog makes me feel crappy. Like I'm a shithead. Like I'm just one of the many girls in KL, with no other significant specialty or talent, blending in the crowd, just like a wallpaper. At times, I just feel like there's nothing to look forward to in life.